There’s always that one person you’ll never forget. They’ll always be in the back of your mind at some point. Maybe, you’ll smile when you think of them, or maybe you’ll cry. There’s always a specific person your heart will always drop for. No matter how much you want to forget, you know you can’t. The feelings don’t go away, they just numb away. There’s always the one person, always.
“Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew—knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones; knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest—was how love gave someone the power to break you. And I had been broken beyond repair.”
Once you walk out of my life, the door locks behind you. I’m tired of trying to win people back into my life that don’t want to be there. I’m tired of always being the bigger person, and always apologizing and praying that people who have walked out on me would come back. I’ve had too many bruises on my knees for too many people, and I’ve given up. Now, if someone leaves me, I don’t try to stop them. It hurts to say goodbye to someone who wants to walk out of your life, but it hurts even more to make them stay when they don’t want to be there.